11 March 2009

'he who seeks truth..


he who seeks truth
shall find beauty

he who seeks beauty
shall find vanity

he who seeks order
shall find gratification

he who seeks gratification
shall be disappointed

he who considers himself as the servant of his fellow being
shall find the joy of self-expression

he who seeks self-expression
shall fall into the pit of arrogance

arrogance is incompatible with nature
through the nature of the universe
and the nature of man
we shall seek truth

if we seek truth we shall find beauty
-moshe sadfie, architecht



i have been struggling to write my blog entries for india and as a result have spent a significant amount of time looking though quotations on wikiquote. there is a great feature which pulls up a random page, and that is how i found this poem. i think that the sentiment is striking, a juxtaposition of motivations and the subsequent results. so many people talk about having an open mind and to take in the world around us, but its so easy to get caught up in the excitement and to forget about why we are here.

we enter these wonderful port cities and see the surroundings, listen to guides explain monuments and histories and then quickly forget when we try to go out or expect things to be like home. we need to seek truth; which i felt i found in india, in order to take away more than cheap souvenirs and photos. we can read all the guide books we want, we can trudge around from monument to monument and we can check off the sights we've seen. but what we need to do is to truly listen to people when they are speaking and to hear what they are saying. we need to make connections, and share pieces of ourselves. we must not be afraid to talk to strangers, to offer our snacks to the starving children. we must let ourselves become immersed in the culture around ourselves.

i found india to be a juxtaposition; rich & poor, dirty & clean, young & old, run-down & breathtaking. some students expressed that they were 'over it' when it came to navigating the city and experiencing the culture because they were too hot, too bothered, too superficial. however, it was only when one was hot, sweaty, dirty, thirsty, hungry and in need of a helping hand or a stranger's input, that the true india came into sight.

i must say, that everywhere we have been, we've been welcomed and treated very well. from the hotel staff in morocco offering directions to our guides in namibia assisting the novice campers. the treatment extends to the ship, where we are treated like princes and princesses by the amazing crew. in india, however, this took on a whole new meaning. i have never met such hospitable people, willing to offer a hand or a meal without thinking twice.

at the post-port reflections i heard stories that reiterated that fact; from students who were offered meals, a place to stay, a cold drink, directions, a friendly hello, gifts and a simple smile.

when in the united states would someone offer directions to a person who is lost and then invite them home for dinner, spur of the moment, having just met? i'm sure it has happened, though not nearly as often as it happens in india.

for me, the simple gestures of my host family were beyond thoughtful. a roll of toilet paper, an extra towel, bottled water. advice on what to eat, what to buy, how much things should cost. a scoop of ice cream after dinner, air conditioning on high, coffee in the morning. thoughtful answers to personal questions of religion, the caste system, arranged marriages and polite inquiries about our families and beliefs. a helping hand at the buffet line, a hard bargain at the street stall.

i believe that regardless of caste or position in society, anyone i would have met would have helped me.

i would never have felt this way if i had not looked for the truth and had focused solely on the beauty.

in my next ports i will focus my energy on seeking truth over beauty; of order over gratification. its imperative to my experience on this ship; its the line between a tourist sightseeing and a traveler learning.

6 comments:

Anonymous said...

The word is "rayeack" You know like you reack (react) to stuff.
WOW, WOW. What a great post. It must be overwhelming at times & YOU ARE the world traveler. You are NOT the red-faced tourist. We all are living it here because you deliver it so well directly from the rickshaw seat or the "water taxi" to the discovery of soot in your ears... :)
DAD

Anonymous said...

Dearest Laura,
your post left me tearful and incredibly proud of you. You can come home knowing that you reaped more than you sowed. You have recognized the beauty of humankind despite their lack of monetary value. You have seen in peoples eyes their gifts of kindness to a stranger in a foreign land. My hope is that they saw your kindness, your thoughtfulness and will remember the beautiful, blond American woman who took the time to listen, to learn and to love.
Congratulations, my daughter. A+

I will love you forever, my baby you'll be,
Momma

Anonymous said...

A learned traveler, you are but a child of the universe and yet you have captured the essence of the universe. Your sights and smells and comprehension of human emotion is powerful. I am grateful that you make the time to reflect. In years to come you will truly appreciate the effort you have put into this writing project. You are fortunate to be living this experience and we are fortunate you are so capable of sharing your experiences. I have several friends who were born in India and now live here and I enjoy hearing their stories, but your actual experience leaves me "feeling" India. Keep up the excellent information.

Anonymous said...

Thoughtful and powerful you are today, my precious one - Obi Wan Kenobi

No, but to be serious for once, I am so moved by your insight and empathy, and the desire to understand the spiritual layers of your journey. Most impressive ;) Walking a mile in the other man's shoes is one of the hardest missions we undertake, and I am just as proud of you as your parents are, if they will allow me that honor, Now I have to go blow my nose, because you made me cry, and I thank you for it. The hell with the word OF the day. YOU are the word of the day, today~ I love you ~ aUNT t

Mrs. Archambault said...

(I tried to send you a message, but I don't think it went through. If it did, just delete this one!)

Hello there!

Your dad stopped by Pomperaug Elementary to tell us about your amazing adventure! What a tremendous experience!!

I just started reading your blog but plan to read much more so I can "take" the trip with you. Enjoy every moment of your once in a lifetime experience.

Wishing you much love and happiness from PES,

Mrs. Archambault

Anonymous said...

this was absolutely beautiful. and you made me cry. i know you've thoroughly absorbed and enjoyed your other experiences on your world tour, but i think from here forward, you will treasure the moments and the memories even more.
i think you are absolutely right in everything you wrote. sometimes when we're traveling, we act like we're in a zoo, looking at everything from the other side of the glass or the outside of the cage. but like you say, that's not the truth, that's not a REAL experience.
i really admire your outlook and i will remind myself to have the same mindset whenever i get to go out and see the world. to seek the truth and dig deeper, to reach into people's lives.
i think if you learn not another thing in your classes the rest of your voyage, you'll be fine because this lesson you learned for yourself is the most important of all.
love you so much!